Teeth

Fearful
worried
mortal
Tell stories of candied palaces
and hope that is what he's dreaming about
repetition
causation
micro
macro
dreadful space of reality
knotted stomach, knotted back
nausea
sweat illness
deaf to nothing blind to nothing
why unveil consciousness
pray
mortal space
atoms colliding
feathers colliding
friction
bones, years, millions of them
mother son me
shake listen
yearn to revert to my youthful ignorance
open light
close - flying 3-D shaped morphing
memory of her
blue, soft, sad
bells
baths
wet grass
shouts cries flowers baseball
muddy skinned knees
perfume
cigarettes
robes satin pink
gravy
wallpaper weak moving
heads against walls
eyes organic saline
milk
vomited bananas and applesauce
5 am twilight
5 am pitch black
running across wet grass
umbrellas blown inside out
wondering about structures
and sleepwalking
Christmas
hysteria torn skin
chipped teeth broken
wooden spoons
mother OD'd on floor
breast hanging out
men pills
creaking breaking
down
sister falling
catching rain
gardens being watered
constant
remembrance
decent normal
she makes straight As
and gets locked in the basement.
cookies
pretzel rods birthdays

Maggie